Why Am I Stressed? The Thorn You’re Clutching (And How to Let Go)

Let’s start with a question that’s probably clawing at your ribs right now: Why does life feel like a treadmill set to “sprint” when everyone else seems to be strolling through a meadow?

You’ve tried the apps. The breathwork. The “mindfulness.” But stress still follows you like a shadow. Here’s the raw truth no one tells you: Stress isn’t your job, your bills, or your messy relationships. It’s the story you’re writing about them.


The Lie We’ve Been Sold

Imagine If Someone offers you a roof, food, safety—everything—Would you sit still and let joy flood your veins.?

No work. No deadlines. Just be.

You’d say yes, right?

But here’s the dirty secret: Most of us would run. We’d itch to “mess things up.” To chase, hustle, worry. Why? Because we’ve confused stress with purpose. We’ve turned anxiety into a badge of honor, whispering, “If I’m not stressed, am I even trying?”


The Jasmine and the Thorn

Let me tell you a story.

A weary traveler once climbed a mountain to meet a sage. “What is life?” he asked. The sage smiled, tears of bliss streaming down his face: “Life is the scent of jasmine on a spring breeze.”

The traveler scowled. “But my teacher says life is a thorn—painful, harsh. Something to endure.”

The sage paused. “Ah,” he said softly. *“That’s *his* life.”*

Stress isn’t the world. It’s the lens you’ve glued to your eyes.


You’re Not Broken. You’re Unprepared.

We’ve been told stress is “normal.” A side effect of ambition. But here’s the truth: Stress is what happens when you try to navigate a storm with no compass.

Your mind isn’t flawed—it’s untrained. Think of it like this: If you handed a toddler a chainsaw, chaos would follow. That’s not the chainsaw’s fault. It’s the lack of skill.

Your thoughts? They’re the chainsaw.

  • Stress isn’t your job—it’s believing your worth is tied to it.
  • Stress isn’t your relationships—it’s fearing you’re unlovable.
  • Stress isn’t the world—it’s refusing to see it as anything but a threat.

The Day I Traded Thorns for Petals

Years ago, I collapsed at my desk—overworked, sleepless, brittle. A friend dragged me to a garden. “Smell this,” she said, pressing a jasmine bloom to my nose. I scoffed. “I don’t have time for—”

“Breathe,” she interrupted.

Reluctantly, I did. And for a split second, the deadlines faded. The inbox silenced. I realized: Stress isn’t the problem. Your refusal to stop is.


How to Rewrite Your Story (Without Quitting Your Life)

  1. Ask the Brutal Question
    Next time stress hits, whisper: *“Is this pain *necessary, or just familiar?”
  2. Hijack Your Senses
    Keep a vial of jasmine oil (or coffee beans, or citrus peel) in your bag. When panic rises, smell it. Let it anchor you to now—not the disaster reel in your head.
  3. Become a Gardener, Not a Warrior
    Life isn’t a battle. It’s soil. Tend it:
  • Water your mind with 5 minutes of silence daily.
  • Pull the weeds of “what ifs.”
  • Plant seeds of “I choose ease.”

Your Invitation

Tonight, stand under the sky. Breathe. Ask yourself: “Do I want to be the bishop clutching thorns… or the sage drunk on jasmine?”

The answer isn’t in a meditation app. A productivity hack. A vacation.

It’s in the quiet space between your heartbeats.


P.S. The next time stress whispers, “You’re failing,” laugh. Then remind it: “I’m not a problem to solve. I’m a garden to grow.”

Now go bloom.

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